Made to survive

Surviving. Sometimes it takes us ages to realize that this journey that we are on is not the one we were meant to be on. Knowing when to be obedient to God's plan and will is the hardest thing. We are promised life, and life more abundantly. The sad part is that, most of us do not realize that abundance until our lives are turned upside down. Why is it that tragedy makes us appreciate life? Why is it that pain makes us appreciate health? You see, God's intent was never to harm.  So, it is us that have to find our way back to Him. Any autoimmune disease is probably the most difficult to live with. Your symptoms and body can change without warning. Dealing with stress is a key factor to a spoonie's success. The never ending cycle of doom begins once we become weak and give into our emotions. There is a reason why God tells us numerous times in His word to "do not fear". He knew that worrying and fear was our biggest battle. Another battle is the fight of the unknown. Not knowing if we are going to be well enough to continue on. Not knowing if we will be able to keep our plans, or be forced to leave early due to our many symptoms. The only thing that is certain and constant is His love.