Back to boring

When answers are all you seek, the majority of the time you will not find them. Frustration, anger, helplessness, loneliness, suffering, the list goes on and on. And when it's your own child you suffer even more. Your heart breaks into pieces. Over the past couple of weeks we have relived over and over the doctors telling us that they don't know what his diagnosis is. "Let this cup pass" this phrase has come to my lips over and over again. But sadly, it has not. Isn't that how the Lord sees us in our circumstances? When in the Old Testament He walk so closely to His people, only then to go back up to the heavens and watch from afar. Disease, pain, famine, all things in which the Lord used in the Bible to bring people to His eternal glory. I heard on the radio that God promised Paul he would go to Rome. But, oddly enough, the circumstances in which he managed to find himself in were not how he thought it would turn out. He used the chains that he were literally chained to, to minister to the prison guards. Sometimes our boring lives, whether they're full of pain or not, are better than the unknown. But it is in the unknown that God has a chance to unfold His majestic wings. It is within that moment that He can cover us completely and prove to us that His Will was always better than ours.